Long time since i posted , since the last holidays? oh w/e no point remembering stuff that aren't important. today, i received (eww lame opening) a pair of 3D glasses, or to be blunt, a cheapskate cut off glasses with blue and red screens. well its free, and i always go crazy when i get something free- i know, typical Singaporean. For example, there was this time my mother's friend gave me a PINK wallet with MINNEY mouse(is that how you spell it) on it. I carried it for 4 freaking years. (the wallet has 2009 stamped on it but was actually made it 2005 -_-") so finally it died on 2009. The very next day, my mother's friend bought me a wallet, a HOT PINK one with KITTENS and LIPSTICKS that are SHINY... fantastic, let's have a fab 4 years again. oops gone a little off topic. oh yes back to my 3D glasses. Receiving it i went on a crazy dance ritual (right... my downstairs neighbours have a hell Lotta time, i feel sorry for them) and was suddenly reminded of a game, not just any game, but a freaking BARBIE game (God that looks like bieber if you re scrabble it). Once upon a time, i used to log into the barbie website and play the games (o-Kay.... you can stop laughing) Well. it's my brother's fault a week or month earlier, he was watching of all freaking things, a barbie Pegasus video.... right i don't want to comment on that.... if i do this post will be MIA. Either ways, the game was about pegasus flying through clouds and some supposingly only seen in 3D (the game isn't that Gay, thank you younger self) so the first thing i thouht of was, using the 3D glasses for some bonus busting which was what i conveted in the past.... (sorry people i ruinded my tough girl image,didn't I ). well i clicked onto the barbie website, and was greeted by a barbie doll saying of all things... 'DISCOVER YOUR INNER SPARKLE, CHECK OUT BARBIE IN FASHION FAIRYTALE' , uhm... thank you...very..much but uh-(cue laughing) i prefer a dull black life. and if i see sparkles in my internal organs, i must be on steroids or pink ladies (a drug). For some innane stupid reason, i seem to know where the game is situated in. ooh wow cool(as the cute threesome aliens in toy story) would say. The game is taken off, oh how sad. but i still haven't discovered my inner sparkle, barbie, maybe you should be less a therapist but more of a laughing model for people. By the way, God, barbie's ugly, no offence, i'm ugly, but seriously anime! i worship you.... anyways want to know what i've been doing? oh yeah, i'm playing neopets(lawls) serious here not jk bye bye 3D good old 2D!
coz i need it. Basically, I've been questioning my very existence in this world for quite some time. well, looks like i have a winning answer. I'm there to comfort people (okay people stop laughing if you are) well it's true. Every single time you tell me, '' oh God my results r so bad!!!" i'll always be the first one to say, 'at least not as bad as mine' which is sad but true. ahh wells... either way i've been waiting to blog for a damn long time but just can't find anything to blog about, coz let's face it, what do 15 year olds(or 14s) in the world get to do anything, you basically can't do anything fun like (ah) drinking booze, riding motorbikes or getting high over cigarettes( not that i'll do any of them unless paid, i'm too much of a geek ,sad but true) what you get is a big slice of crap labelled " you-know-you-won't-need-this-but-you-still-have-to-learn" look at math, seriously speaking when the heck are we supposed to use algebra ? physics? you can't even see the stupid damn things, things that you can't see should be labelled 'no existence' coz there's just no point, chemistry, let's all go and make a bomb shall we, and we'll have a field day with the terrorists. well anyways i tot today was tuesday and i was late (at least i thought) for chem so i rushed to the school and what do i see? all these people walking towards the bus stop and me, the only one rushing to school. should have known it was mon, damn it such a waste of time. so i went to the library for chill time, but my plan goes to naught coz the freaking air-con is off. freaking budget school.
call me a weirdo any day ,and i'll agree with you whole heartedly, i have this weird hobby of looking into other people's windows, and personally speaking, i have a favorite window of mine. It's the one directly in front of me the one's with that epic orange wall. oh yes, i'm watching him right now, it's totally convenient coz whenever i got bored of pretending to be doing work, i'll watch tv right in front.
Sometimes he'll even dance along to a rerun of miss universe( yes that dude watches that) and we all know i appreciate that don't i? he's awesome and i've never met that guy before (hah) Right now he's playing sonic the hedgehog( if i ever met him, i'll tell him straight up he should change his tastes coz to be honest ,... they suck.) he lost and right now he's banging the wall like the style of our rather missed mr Fadher. (ah i do miss the entertainment but no thanks for his teaching) oh yes. This one will be a little dirty secret between us won't it? (~w^)
oh yes the learning journey which i learned nothing but the fact that Singapore loves leeching the tourists seemingly endless funds (3 dollars for a drink. right.) It's an absolute daylight robbery.
oh well the best landmark is the ice cream umbrella. Love that one. Everyone's crowding around that not the actual 'landmarks' but seriously, who wants to look at boring statues when you can eat ice cream. i do. Oh yes, does my face have the words 'please ask me the directions because i have the map of Singapore printed on the back of my palm' coz really of all the people they could ask, they have to ask the clueless moron eating ice-cream with her shitty hair, auntie style bag wear, not to mention the un-glam smudges of ice-cream on the face. right. i think i should scare people more, but then again, they scare me more. (TTwTTIII)
Yes yes i swear someone should record all her expressions, they are freaking epic.
who you ask? ah who else but Mrs Maggie mee. Even her school-wide nickname rhymes. she's freaking awesome! someone please get her on a talkshow, God knows we need a laugh. what can i complain? Mrs lee is all about crap but here's one thing, she has great entertainment value, not kidding there. Either way, talk of her most outrageous shit most definitely must contain this doesn't it?
well soon hian's shoe was once again stray and Joanne was kicking it with her foot and was in front of Mrs lee
m.l - who's shoe is that?
j- soon hian's
m.l - sooon hiannn's? then must throw it down
(met with constant shaking and laughing red Joanne)
throw it down la , throw
(omg she's actually encouraging her students to do something illegal )
finally she took the shoe from the floor and (can you believe it) threw it down!
seriously she's a teacher for her sake!. Obviously, the whole class congratulated her and broke into applause. ahhs. she actually looks like she enjoys the attention. oh my. oh ya here's another choice expression of hers. No medicine can save you. wu yao ke jiu. direct translation. directly fail English.
Been lazing around. might write more about the idiotic monday that is sure to be a disaster like last year's. God knows i don't want to be reminded of last year's its an embarrestment that i'll be sure to take to me grave(if i have a grave that is, looking at my finances, probably not).
well folks, its all blown out of proportion, the earth just tilted 30 more degrees than when it was born, and frankly, i don't give a damn. What i care about for once in my life, is my results, i can't believe i'm saying it, but that's really the truth for the record breaking first time, i had scored a total of 1 pass. My , that's really fantastic even for my standard which we can all guess, is worse than shit.
so to say the truth i had hit rock bottom and had started to dig. wow. what an accomplishment. someone should award me or something. neh. Either way, i have started a bet that whoever gets higher marks will have to treat the one who scored lower, so yeah this time i received my consolation prize. However, to be honest, its not much of a consolation after all its just lemon tea. yes lemon tea, or what do you think it is, a freaking game console to console me? NOPE. we ain't that rich people. Move on move on.
hate to admit this but, I've realized that i have turned into a shopholic. spent 20 dollars without realizing anything (kneading forehead i'm a miser after all) 20 dollars geez...what the heck happened to it, pretty much remembered it being there and the next hot minute, its gone. RiGHHHhhht please kindly do not misunderstand, i did not spend that on clothes (seriously, 20 dollars don't go that far) coz clothes shopping just makes my head go into a whirl. Believe me i just can't handle it. well anyways, i spent the money that was there on a history book. (okay you don't have to give me the look. you don't have to. just coz i bought a history book, me of all people, you don't need to gimme the look.i see it every damn time i look at the book) Right, i'm going to go in depth of the book, so deep you will fall into a trance. eh no la, well anyways its about the last empress of china. I'm not very sure if its fiction or not, but i do know something, somehow someway, my life is getting plenty of chances to be perverted. coz instead of what i expected to be a book about virtues, blah blah i was served a whopping smash of,... seriously 'oh-my's from yours truly, to cut the long story short, i never thought the china emperor is that sucky in (welll....) ahh the 'bed room arts' as it was uh.... hereby called. ahahahaha .... i really have a perverted mind. don't i?
update >_^!!! haha well what can i say more perverted things for me to feed on! i'm not kidding bout this one. lets start with level 1 all the way to level 4 guys this one's the first time you won't get aroused from something nude, well i'm not blaming you so you use 'that' on you know, 'that' interesting won't you say. reminds us of a certain pole dance shimmy so what's a lady boy, care to explain that wise guy on crack who put this very nature sign. i just wanna ask if a person pays for you know , will a person get a cat? coz that's a great deal.
Basically i have to ask you something, do you feel like when its the exams , there's a whole bunch of major things that you need to do (or they'll seemingly explode). However the moment the exams r over, its like suddenly you lost the whole list of things you need to do.
well either way, i lost that list so randomly i was reminded of guitar hero(pls dun ask me why)
'i hate myself for loving you' one of the songs (believe me its better than the others i heard especially 'i wanna rock' i don't wanna listen to it, like ever!) so i typed it into YouTube. surprise surprise, Joan Jett was the one who sang it. well it was on live, and though the performance was patchy in the sense that it's clearly low budget. However it was the first i watched a live and did not cringe. Have you ever felt like going," what the heck?! what's up with the voice?" coz, it just sounds totally different without the tuner in the studio. yeah, but i'll like to note that jett sounds exactly like how she did in her older records. that's a lot considering the shit we hear in lives without the tuner. (or worse, lip syncing) She gets in touch with the audience and exudes charisma like no one else.
i even went to check on the k-pop's lives, and what can i say?
its a total waste of 300 dollars. coz they did exactly what they did in their video, so why don't the fans just go for the mv buying. Come on, if they can afford 300 dollars a pop they can afford a mv.
There was no engagement to the audience, no jokes, no Hellos, etc. What can i say, it just seems like a circus where guys just dance and pass the Mic around. the problem with k-pop, is that its too commercial,(ppl who don't understand, check the dictionary) there's no art in the process.
The first time i heard 'it's you' i love it, i swear. The second time, i like it, the third time, its okay, fourth time? IT's a gonna, bye.
If you haven't realized the trend, fan girls kept switching groups, so its like, 5years down the line, they won't remember the group anymore. The music is not timeless. whenever k-pop is involved, somehow dance will be pulled in as well. Seriously, those who talk about how fantastic their dances are, you should give yourself a good tight kick to the arse (or maybe ask your friend who hate k-pop to do it). coz if you wanna talk dance, BoA is the answer. check it out in 'i'll eat you up' Korean mv (she's Japanese) and you will understand. Now that's what i call dancer, especially the chorus part. so if you still don't understand what i'm saying, i'll summarize it for you, dearest honey :
k-pop newcomer groups like 2pm, 2am(yes that's right such a carbon copy exists, my friend) , beast , ft.island, etc(there's so many!!) all they have is a pretty face(made by plastic , no less) to bode their music. geez and don't get me started on the girls,... seriously i feel ashamed of them.
somewhere along the timeline, I've realized i have mastered the art of boot-licking, of course that's by no means something one should boast of. However, it sure is useful. I had this mega big fine for a book that is (please refrain from laughing) 2 years overdue. well either way, i pestered the librarian to wave it off and there was this part to the process in which the school's system asked. 'what's the reason for waving' then she asked me, 'well what reason' and i told her,' the librarian is very kind " straight off. well its not as funny as what really happened (after all i'm no witty writer)Either way, the amount of money i have saved from slithering out have to be at least 60 dollars ^^ skills are great! oh yeah posting a video that is real damn funny ignore the naruto thing. i couldn't find the original so this will do MAKE SURE YOU WATCH IT , ITS SO FUNNY I PRACTICALLY HAD IT MEMORIZED (or maybe its because i'm a lamer) oh ya RAISE YOUR VOLUMES COZ ITS ON THE SOFT SIDE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rAchjBXM_g
You have always gotten what you wanted. You come from a rich family, and you're always the one to host a party. You've never had hardships that are more than school drama, and you don't worry about the future yet. Maybe you've gotten into trouble before?
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. quit acting like someone you aren't.
i'm letting off this funeral mood once and for all (hopefully)
i've always consider myself a fan of Gothic stuff (dresses especially >W<)
but really funerals are really the absolute last straw i could take.
today(here comes the lame starting) i was walking merrily back home when i
saw several yellow plastic sheets. Very well, lets take a detour and get over it.
To my absolute surprise and disdain, there was another funeral going on and in
a way, ...... (i mean no disrespect) ...nvm its best i don't say it, i'm a bit too young to die.
well and to make matters more ironic in a sense, i was listening to mariah Carey's
'bye bye' at those particular moments.Very ciao he (coincidental) hor.
well anyway had a pretty OK-ay time wasting time at j.p be4 going 4 Mr Fadher's
(btw the spell check told me to change fadher to father, so annoying)
remedial(or really laugh-at-Mr-fadher session) seriously, the library is closed so
i have to be a gen-pi-cong and follow jia hui to jp.
To make matters worst she starts to insult my intelligence by pointing out primary 2
Chinese books(no less) and saying ,''oi read, lets test you" and finally to end things off with a cherry on top, she picks up an English KINDERGARTEN book and then asked, 'eh what's that ah' pointing to the word 'mane'.
well let's say i had the last laugh didn't i?
Of course the best part of chem remedial is obviously tormenting poor mr fadher (hahhahaha)
we are all very evil, you know>? ^^
well either way its his last lesson with us (sort of thank God) and by now, the best one in the comedic sense and genre. Sometimes i swear the only way to teach a class is to lock the
class chairperson up (oh but i like her, she's nice) coz really, her questions are riots. "sir, where's the answers?" when the answers are on the board and with the huge red word 'answers' , its simply a whole comic act (and she's not myopic) and of course this caused him to bang his head on the wall (albeit no one was hurt) Well either way here's one thing i understood, 'without chemistry there will be no biology' stumped aren't you? stop thinking of science in that sense and think of something in a whole different area and circumference. Anyways , mr f (i hate the spell check!) was talking about (wait a sec i'll have to check) ah the precipitation method, and suddenly (pls dun ask me why)
he started talking about husbands and wife. and dragged cheng keng, Wei long , and another guy, said:
m.f- ' pretend wei long and i are husband and wife , but then , Wei long wants ck and i want cheng keng's husband so we have to switch"
this makes absolute no sense to me , so he drags ck away from the poor guy who shall remain nameless as he seems to be the victim of cheng keng's (excuse my English and improper etiquette ) dry humping (oh god i said it!) then obviously Wei long became the second victim, and just before that, ck showed this really obscene face to mr. f. and he said something like ,'calm down i know its your age to do it, but you know , if you need the toilet just ask, i'll immediately give you permission.'
The whole scene doesn't end there but lets just say i was so disgusted i turned my head away from the scene. 'i didn't know you guys are so horny'
oh well its funny in the obscene way, i sure am on my way to closet pervert style the way i'm going.
my tableneighbours' fault (lol love the name tableneighbour) siti from 3e and erra btw.
seriously, i've never thought erra had it in her, she just looks i dunno... innocent.
well i was given a big tight slap across the face( figuratively duh) coz she showed me the stories she wrote and let's just say , its all very cute and all but seriously, i never knew she thinks of gay relationships between her idols (k-pop u noe) . well just when i thought i couldn't get more shocked, i was served a warm helping of siti's mind . Hers were fantastic by the way (she could be a damn great romance writer) but really, my mind was 20% more corrupted then it used to be. Really, the world would really be an interesting world if we all have access to each other's mind of course i won't want anybody poking into mine. I bet more than half the girls have fetishes like those above.
Well either way, the both of them even introduced me to a website to read as they call it k-popsmuts
i haven't plucked up the courage to look at it. YET. the rate i'm going, i'll probably fall into a habit of looking at those sooner or later. my hands really tired now so see ya
silence is golden, and everyone loves her yet it disillusions you into a world of mirrors.
Nobody likes to hear other people's opinion, to us flawed humans, all we want to know is about us and i can tell you something. Only those who are truly enlightened and morally guilty of lying would disagree. Nobody likes the ugly Truth they want the beautiful pictures painted by a ready-to-please mask. So to those who prefer those white lies as you will call them please kindly ignore this and click on the x over there. Let's be truthful shall we? The best ways to have friends is to agree with them, all the time, coz everyone thinks of the idiom,''birds of a feather" flock together. Besides, whenever you want to voice out your words, you'll be hushed up by your so called friends. In this world of reality, its all is about the competition, everyone out there is trying to compete with one another. You're talking about 6-7 people trying to shine and let others be awed and impressed.Most importantly , you want them to be jealous. Sure you can lie to yourself , you are a nice person, you don't do that , you always think about others (Christine I'm not talking about you) But YOU SURE AS HELL DID IT AT LEAST ONCE IN A FUCKING LIFE TIME. what are you, the saint? Haven't you wished that 'oh god can she just stop complaining about her life, coz mine's worst' to yourself. See, you even want to compete with people about how idiotic your life is ,its so pathetic. I'm pathetic.
That's reality people, so all this time, you're asked what your opinion is. The truth is, the person doesn't give a damn, he/she just wants to check who are the smarter ones (aka friends) to have the same opinion as them. I decided that the only way i could voice out my thoughts is through this little black box here. The place where i hang all my dirty clothes. MY sanctuary...
anybody know what post secret is? well now, there's an online one , its called dropped the bomb and its real awesome coz when you tell anyone a secret big or small, it just feels so uplifting,
i really hate starting my post like this(coz it sounds exceptionally childish) either way, today(oh god it sounds stupid already) i did 2 things i want to take back but can't. its chinese class and as for the usual the cl teacher is absent. and the sub happens to be the discipline mistress (oh God) and then she gives us the worksheet and then was on her own way. Of course me da idiot doesn't understand a word other than my own name didn't do her work.duh. well she returned unexpectedly and caught me writing shit in my foolscap. (oops) so i was all smiles (see I'm so nice!) and then she asks me to let her see my stinking crap, well obviously i was still joking and is like 'no way' and she continued asking for it. Now she is like so getting on my nerves so i gave her my 'don't you freaking dare' (lol) stare after all she asks for it (refer) and not breaking eye contact. Well anyway she continued to say gimme the book (hey she's not the discipline mistress for nothing, I'll give her that) so i got real annoyed and just gave it to her. Most ironically, what's inside the book was about teachers... >< hah! O+O well anyway after that she said something about knowing when is the right time to do something and obviously me being the wise crack i am i rebutted her (she doesn't respect my privacy , I'm not gonna respect her) and thank YOU GOD, i stopped my yapping after a few lines and in my head i decided something, '' you , stupid mouth , don't ever do something like this again!" and what do you know, it happened after only 30 minutes. 0-0 well you see Mrs lee was being dead set on everybody handing in their work yesterday, and i didn't know how to do it so well everyone's still on it after school , i sneaked off (oh yeah! that i don't regret) why? coz i handed it in filled with crap and that Mrs lee being Mrs lee rejected it because of , 1) no date (wtheck?!) 2)no exercise no. (-_-"") 3) no statement (....) 4) no make statement (what is that?!) so in total she made me MARCH across the classroom for like, 4 times and dude i hate exercising so i just left after the 4th rejection (lol i confessed to her for 4 times jk) well you know it, the very next day she started screaming at almost everyone (like she does everyday *rolls my eyes*) and i don't know what got to me but maybe its the way she treats my classmates she started asking me why did i leave early , i said i didn't know how to do the questions(btw i handed the hw to her today) mslee- what don't know how to do, i told you to write your statements? me- mam'n i ALREADY WROTE MY STATEMENTS mslee-no you didn't (now this ladies and gentlemen , this is the part i can't believe i did it) i walked to the rubbish bin where i threw my former hw which is crushed at that time and took it out, un-crushed it and strides over to her and push it into her hands me-this is the paper i wrote MY STATEMENTS already mslee- this...this isn't the paper.. me-yes it is i threw it into the rubbish bin melee- well you didn't write your make statement me-i didn't know what it is so she called Raheja to teach me (thank you Raheja alot! ^^) well she ignored me when i gave my edited hw to her. Siti was like 'oh my god i can't believe you did that i taught you were going to throw it into her face' and she hi-fived me , Erra and Colin was also really impressed HOWEVER, although it feels cool hearing people being impressed i hereby swear i won't do it again, like ever. Its just too taxing to hear those comments, i guess this just made me uncool (^^ well that's more like me) oops i supposed i rambled on too much, hope i didn't bore the lights out of you btw i don't have my period so its not PMS
here's something i realized, i have a twisted personality and it's twisted because i have one particular personality that i use specifically for one person and another for another person. for example, 1) Christine tan being the eternal masochistic that she is, a sadistic personality is the way to be friends with her and (most epic of all,) keep her from changing friends (she likes a harem that one) 2) Jing shan being the (now ex) fan girl, i keep up with this one with fresh information and act like a fan girl too 3) Jia Hui being the ethereal stonist (that's not a word by the way) i have to keep the conversation going by being the hyperactive bo liao childish person ( i enjoy playing this one a lot ^^) 4) Siti from former cca , with her 'open' relationship with (uh) RA stuff , believes that i'm a total innocent ^^ which is though I'm kinda sad to say is impossible. Due to the masochist above, my mind is like, totally corrupted (you up there! ya you it's all because of you and let's all sing 'because of you' now) and those blushing books out there. and here. well anyway examples can be given for everyone i know but, those up there are my more obvious persona. oh by the way I'm sticking to all of them
oh yes here's something stupid, my caveman of a cousin finally FINALLY joined the civilization and joined Facebook. i was all 'it's about time, dude' and then i asked about his name, and when he told me, let's just say my reaction was to say the least, mean. He put his name as OWEN LEE , Owen ?!!! what the heck , and that made me decide 'I'm not adding him, no freaking way'. The reason behind the name made me freak me even more, coz he chose the name from a pathetic drama soap's male lead...! why does he love those obviously for romantics romance plots , i don't know but seriously, Owen lee? By the way, I'm not insulting your name if your name is Owen or whatever, and then when he joined pet society (man he's slow) i got the shock of my life, the furniture , choices, clothes and most importantly the money made me go crazy. i actually added him just to see them for myself! well anyway something random see yas
23/1/2010 (2-37pm) i love sarcasm to me sarcasm is like the best invention a wordsmith created so I'm gonna be real sarcastic today as of always I'm a very lucky person who would never attract oddballs from the likes of basketball , soccer balls , volleyballs, kiddyballs, rubber game balls captain's ball. and if you don't noe what I'm talking about, your probably is not my friend. i love sports! and i don't fall twenty times a day, I've never done a single thing that led me outside the classroom, i'm such a teacher's pet(ahh ) i love maths LOVE iT !!! omg maths you rock my world forever and always just like the GREAT HOT SONG 'forever and always' BY TAYLOR SWIFT OH MY GOD (in falsetto voice ) she's like the greatest song writer ever and yeah all her songs are so original and i Love Them!! and all her songs are so different like you can't even tell apart another song of hers! i love the physics teacher i can't even remember her name! omg that is just the coolest don't cha think? every time she steps into the room I'll scream "MAM'N I LOVE YOU I'LL BE LESBIAN FOR YOU!!!" ya and all her lessons are like, wow so informative and innovative i can never ever fall asleep in class and OMG ALL THE STUFF I WROTE UP THERE IS THE TRUTH COZ I NEVER EVER LIE
ya right hell i dun think you are even my friend if you believed like 1 of those sarcastic comments up there. next month on the same day i'll write out all my crap again
p.s update
oh and i LOVE THE TWILIGHT GUY AND DEFINITELY HIS HAIR!!!!
AND lets not forget about how classic the story is!
Guys i'm gonna be qquick about this and drop all the f bombs for all i care coz i'm currently under a very idiotic and asshole fuckish (excuse me i'm under stress right now) bloody bleeding virus. yes i can say that i've outsmarted it abit by still being able to use the internet after tampering with it for a while but i do not noe how long it'll leave me freaking alone its been hellish annoying with all the bloody popups informing that you must update 'security tool' coz u have blablabla infections. right and do i belive that lame o cheapskate scam no, u don't. obviously speaking , security tool is lets be honest here the fucking virus itself the one which caused ME problems right so i'm supposed to pay it more money to clean up the mess THEY freaking PLAnted on mY LAPtop. granted, my laptop's definately not a pure one with all the keygens and games , gba but still its not my FAULT when everything is like oh my god $$$$$$ yup too bad but i'm barely survng with my meagre salary /income God should understand and not pull a hell mandate over me please mercy thank you i'm not as rich as my cousin who just buys laptop after laptop sheesh that lucky guy with the brains and the money
i equate shopping to the pussy cat dolls song,'i hate this part right here' at taiwan i was forced to shop with shopholics everywhere so yeah i kept playing the song and tot of this
We're driving slow through the snow(no snow but its cold?) On fifth avenue (wu fen fu ya five oso) And right now radio'sAll that we can hear (and the song 'i hate this part right here) Man we ain't talked since we left (coz mum's too busy shopping so dun talk to her) It's so overdue It's cold outside (ya its been 2 minutes already!overdue!!) But between usThe world slows down (ya mum enjoying. me waiting of course its slow!) but my heart beats fast right now (coz i'm hungry and clothes tags make me choke) I know this is the part where the end starts (yup i'm dying) I can't take it any longer (all said) Thought that we were stronger (but mayb the clothes r stronger) All we do is linger (still waiting ) Slipping through our fingers (the plastic bags -_-) I don't want to try now (ya trying on clothes is so troublesome) All that's lefts goodbye toFind a way that I can tell you I hate this part right hereI hate this part right here(yesyes yes!!!) I just can't take your tears (u mean my tears of sadness or your tears of joy from a discount?) I hate this part right here Everyday seven takes of the same old scene(keep shopping) Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine(still shopping!!and bargaining!) Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep (of boredom) But well we sleep once I tell you (coz i hav too many complaints) -a lot of repeats here so i skip I know you'll ask me to hold onAnd carry on like nothings wrong (ya still bargaining But there is no more time for lies (aiya xinyi duo yi xia zi la~) Cause I see sunset in your eyes( what does that mean?) -and more repeats
ate a chocolate cornet...dun think its nice though maybe the japn ver. would be nicer of all things that happen very few times in the year while visiting a country... 1) earthquake 2)coldest day in taiwan 3)rebeling(lol) that one was funny , u will see people over there dancing(sorta) and then there were truckloads of megameaga phones all blasting the same old thong (oh God !edit: thing) (please support them yadda yadda) and there was a broadcaster and camera crew. oh yea and a bunch of police ppl ever seen a police bus? no? ha well u really missed it coz it looks absolutley stupid well anyway i am in a flu-state so the things i type is probably nonsense
You like video games and fun stuff like animes.You can do anything to skip school.You hate studying and doing homework, but you like your friends, especially the ones that likes video games and that sort of stuff.Besides, you have really strong emotions that you can not show to other people.Do not worry, the day will come, just wait.
contrary to popular belief, counting sheep does not help improve sleep and i found myself staring at the ceiling wondering why the heck did i even tried such a ridiculous type of ailment. 1 hour passed and i looked (-_-") it looks boring(=_=") and I'm as active as a dragon(^W^) so what do i do???? ah well blog about my miserable nights -->Chinese new year is approaching TT_TT and the trip to a place i didn't really want to go but as usual have no fucking(excuse me) choice . n0 I'm not being a spoiled brat i just love Singapore life (as much as i like complaining) (-_-III) sorry i'm being complicated. i dunno how much u understand but i doubt it
look at the title oh go on it only takes 3 secs max i'm so bored!!! there's nth to do now coz i finished reading yesterday's 'discovered' mangas ah,,,,,,,,,,,,, think i shd go out but the sun is like totally glaring up from above geez, can't there eva be nice weather in sunny singapore? naw if it's not the haze , it's heavy downpours that ruins my washing and plans, if not them then , sunny shine glaze . now that's the weather report .
i mean the way how Singaporeans always complain might not be altogether true however with a few black sheep (eg, me) . that is fact. sigh ... thing bout Singapore is that there is nothing to complain about!!! that's why it is so boring!!! alright i have already typed this be4 but yes i still think that the reason Singapore is so boring is coz its too good ironic? well lemme ask u WATS so fun about fun without complains (u dun need to noe what I'm saying so nvm)
my image of bleach is completely ruined! i mean 'houki boshi' is a theme song for bleach?! i mean sure it's a nice and hyper song but thing is... bleach...,,,, nid i say more? oh well . and i went around mangafox's forum and it was really fun there's a bunch of surveys there ^_^ after all i am bored! i get to find lotsa nice mangas >^W^< double joy!
according to the horroscope, virgo can be one of the most practical and productive of signs and is prepared to sacrifice its own interests to conplete assigned tasks. it is above all a sign of service and sacrifice.
the first time i saw that, i laughed.
and now? i believe it, why?
well thinking bak to all the damn projects i've been doing
At work you are conceptual and an independent thinker. For you work is play. You are drawn to constant challenge in career, and like to develop models, explore ideas, or build systems to satisfy your need to deal wth the innovative. Once you have perfected an idea you prefer to move on leaving the project to be maintained and supported by others
In love you prefer to let your head rule tour heart. You dislike repetition, so it is difficult for you to continuously express your feelings. You beleive that once feelings are stated, they are obvious to a partner. You are uneasy when your emotions control you. You want to establish a relationship, leave it to maintain itself, and turn your energies back to your career.
In childhood you appeared to be older than your years and focused on your greatest interests, achiveing in subjects that were mentally stimulating. You were impatient with drill and routine, questioned authority, and found it necessary to respect teachers before you could learn from them.
this is the nicest subbed version i can find. it's actually one of a whole series unfortunately the sequel is ''servant of evil" by the way here's a big hint , have you realised that the princess and servant has a similar face? ^^ and when 'she' was going to be executed 'she' has guy's eyes?
i just discovered why the hell in carnival games whereby 'they ask u to throw the dice and to get a certain number and u will win the grand prize' games u will never never win (okay u might but the probability is never high) the reason is coz (drumroll pls) (applause thank u) (lights camera ) are u getting impaitient? i hope so lol watever anyways the reason is coz the dice's weight on a certain side will be heavier so if u throw it the probaility of getting that heavier side will be higher get it? (now applause again) i found out when i saw the question about a bias die so i asked how can there be a bias die it's a non living thing and so i found out
I CAN'T FREAKING BELIEVE THE TIMES I STUPIDLY THOUGHT IT IS MY OWN LUCK THAT ENABLE ME TO LOOSE MONEY!!! ARGH WHY AM I SO STUPID!!
topic-my stupid hair is there anything more annoying than your own stupid hair/fringe flying around while you are enjoying your meal? okay there is -_-" but when it flies onto the food you will go 'eww' ya and i hav to keep freaking push it up u noe why nuns hav to cut all their hair? coz while they are meditating they can't move thus, if they hav hair they'll feel really uncomfortable so they cut their hair away (btw that's nut true but i think it makes sense) i still prefer my old bangs though it's ugly at least it doesn't annoy me the hell out oh well and i can't cut it into bangs(sigh) coz it seems apparently bangs got popular? so i can't go cut them (sigh even louder)
topic-holiday holidays used to gimme a feeling of excitement like some sort of period when I'll suddenly take an interest into studying or have a new talent or something coz that usually happens in manga i hate to admit this, but somehow i wish it would happen to me too...at least in the past now?it just feels ...normal..i suppose.
i've never blown a balloon before!!! and i did it!! my first ever balloon filled with my oxygen,carbon dioxide , nitrogen,and so on!!! ahhh!!!! so nice !!! -interruption ''lame...''my cousin said oh well
i went to action city to choose presents for my cousin in taiwan, she recently sent me lottsa cute stuff and i just feel so guilty about how she always sends me things that i never repaid so i stood at action city for at least 1 hr with 10 dollars in my vicinity not sure wat to buy aiyas in the end, i ended up buying a boxxy a capsule bottle, a handphone pouch, and that's it oh well i dun feel so guilty now
talking bout guilty reminds me of smth i told js to buy me S.A as a present when she asked about it now i feel so guilty bout that! i mean it's 8.50! it's so pricy! but i felt that i wanted the whole sat of s.a as i already had 3 oh wells....
oh ya teacher's day comming i feel so lost sia shd i buy for ms nai or not i dun wan but it feels so weird not buying for teachers and i think not much ppl would be buying for her coz actually she kinda keep changing her mood so it makes people very tired
oh ya this will help me alot so can anyone pls type in the hw we hav inside the taggy box so thanks muchhess >cheese! sayo~
man, i feel really pressurized here any little mark on the sketch book is totally permanent u noe, on the sketchbook lf and js gimme de which makes drawing real hard not to mention the message lf put >_<"" oh well i'm trying my hardest and the face is alright after a few amendments to it thank God
small talk: english wow i cant believe i gt 18 on my vocab test sure i saw the total scores yesterday but come on there's so many names over there! i thought my eyes are just looking at lf or jasmine's scores oh well i was just as shocked as the class the whole class went silent when mam'n read off my name well can't blame them usually the honor of marks go to 1)Prissy ^w^ very predictable niao~ 2)Jacky oh well u noe 3)Li fang yup study hard 4)Li Pei everyday oso see her chiong 5)Jasmine ditto and maybe christine or amanda ohs well ooh finished i dun hav a scanner so i used my web cam that's stuck on top so it's real ugly there [IMG]http://i267.photobucket.com/albums/ii302/icecreamberries/Picture006.jpg[/IMG]
oh my cl was alright but Geo? 0mg! oh well i thought i would have passed exams r so unfair, li fang made a damn big effort and yet she never get her expected mark (well she did pass though...) sigh.. i'm happy with my math & cl (for the first and last time xD) but oh well, it's just abit sad for me that some people never put in effort but get high marks alright, i din't noe that much if they really didn't study but i think what i saw is enough to make an inference , i think? i mean u can't exactly tell if a person gt study or not oh well anyway bak to topic those people are so lucky sia sigh would give quite a lot to be like them.. edit post- u noe wat i just told my mum my mark and u noe wat? her voice totally went shrill and shrieked ''wat! so little!!!'' ya...now that totally makes me really sad.. though i dun sound it my mum doesn't even study all this while she kept talking about how if she was given an opportunity to study she will clinch top right, so she says -_-" i mean it's something she believes not reality so hahhaha for her to still believe that
yesterday, i watched inuyasha (i think it's spelled like that ba) well it was boring... and kinda sexist? ya , okay it wasn't that bad... but it definitely is something that i would want to watch longterm and can u believe this? i watched 'boys before flowers' for like 30 whole minutes! can't believe it! and believe me, it's a total waste of time but my cousin was bored with typing and wanted to watch while typing (<- is he a gay?!) well anyways,, it seem the orange head had cut his hair which is 'thank God for that' his old hair looks like uh... gay? or maybe just weird.coz it does not contrast with the skin colour. oh well it;s better than the cl the boys before flowers yes do anybody remember? 'liu xin hua yuan' yup their hair except one is all uhrgh.... well u shd get my point anyway sub-topic: what is going on so far? hmm.. i haven study my cl and i'm really tired and i just learnt what p.s means no it does not mean post script it means pai sei -_-" listening to 'MOSQUITO SONG' lol that's it
-->it's been two years since west Grove my life just speeded and backtracked it was fast pace and i can't keep up people are just so... complicated. ya that's a good description. it used to be everyday-sameday all the time. Nowadays? oh just everyday-drama mayhem all the time can't say i hate it, can't say i like it There's nothing much to say but how i miss the times when i didn't have to face dramas everyday Soon, it'll be 3 years from westgrove. it seems just like yesterday when we discussed about how lax the teachers are. ''you can practically continue writing after they say stop'' ya and then mdn neo glared at me and xin yun when i'm stealing her diary/journal ya simple... nothing sweet, nothing bitter, just normal plain water (lol is that a rhyme?) i won't say i suffered much in sec1 it's just very ironic to see people who i never saw scream at me ya and there are the laughters, the whispers though i still attract that, now seriously! i just heard amanda/shreya say that they said i was crying during folk dance (ok backtrack time- our lame folk dance 'cher wanted me and Geraldine go up infront and dance solo in front of class coz we never dance last week) true i was pissed beyond description i was glaring at the teacher and rolling my eyes but crying? uh that's rather far fetched oh well i guess it's more interesting to spin a story rather than the truth i paired up with lf coz she's very lonely on the late part of the year jing shan, when we sat beside each other and started talking bout manga and anime Amanda, comes in a package with Priscilla Priscilla , is nice but have not much to say Christine, butted onto my table when i was clearly minding my own business reading my book (ok, i'm being sarcastic,sorry, but that's to get bak at you 4 saying me and lf) Li pei , came during sec2, when jasmine and Geraldine left shreya, came coz christine the ''flower'' invited bee (okay, sarcastic again sorry) that's it for class ba in westgrove, there are hamizah (oh shit, i forget her name's spelling!!!) xiang ming, xin yun, Hannah and Shawna, michelle, uh... remember someone who always bring pooh everywhere, oh it's lin jia hui! Abigail xin yun, it should be when we drew up the neopets thingy lol abigail, who can forget u who threw a damn eraser bit into my mouth using a G2 jia hui, her xiao huang la lol xiang ming, very nice and cheerful shawna and hannah , oh yea i saw them , i was so surprised i ended up tripping over myself , embarrassing -_-" michelle- cl class duh i guess there are more but i forget the names so sry... well this is long sia
i dun get why ppl have to make things so complicated why? if you hate this person say it to their face! God it's like people are always hiding whispering, gossiping about the unknown mysterious things that seems so pointless! you hate her, so What?! you like him, so What?! why must everything be so damn complicated it's just so simple yet to some the answer is so far there's always a secret meaning to all words spoken you smile but the truth is far behind can anyone truly say they are not under a mask? why not be yourself? sorry i was just bored...
lalala it's 4 now just used online dictionary to find the eng defination. yes been lazy tuo tuo la la der sigh common test is all over and everyone's enjoying themselves ok nt all.. there's still cl but tmr they hav nth i hav, cl spelling.. specially requested by me coz i dun wan a 0 well it was good of mam'n to gimme a second chance. oh well
ahh i'm having the laugh for this time why? well my cousin (who's a guy)is looking for a tuition my aunts asked this person to help find one apparently, the person thought my cousin is a girl coz his name is wandi and when u pronounce it, it sounds like 'wendy' and while he's not home . the person called the house and kept referring to him as her lol glad i picked up the phone rofl well 'least my name does not sound like the name of the opposite gender haha well can't exacly fault the person coz his voice is like girl der he watches taiwanese dramas for girls lol i'm bored... think today chiong lit finish.
i just realized something... i have a subjective way to the languages of the songs i listened to.
you see here- Korean songs must be raps English songs must be fast or loud Chinese songs must be dance or pop Japanese songs must be soft or sweet or cute
ya weird i noe...0_o especially for english songs which should be loud but japanese songs must be soft
big difference leh.. oh well just a random thought
yesterday night, i bought 2 manga books. Both were truly nice. and it was only $5 each! BARGAIN BARGAIN! unfortunately, i could not find the other volumes of these two books thus i have to go to mangafox to read it.
Btw, i bought it at the book fair at suntec at around 10.30 ^^ gonna close soon ~peace!
topic 1-the camp actually, that needs no explanation don't u think? specially the physical training and all that running -_-"" i hafta admit sure, yea they put in effort and all but how come it feels like, they just put in all the hate they had in their last yr's camp into ours. coz you noe i feel like they had this distinct sadistic feeling while they watch us at the PT which actually is quite reasonable after what they went through... BUT still TT_TT my arm!!!
Topic 2-Tsubasa chronicles arghh i love it but i hate it! confused?? haha of course i mean i'm basically twisting my words here. well here it goes, the complaints : 1. WHY THE HELL IS THERE 'hime' here 'hime' there?! Omg i hate this sakura coz what is wrong with a normal person why must it be a princess?! 2. It feels like 'TWilIGHT' all over again -__-" shaoran, cool it with the protecting hime thing a person can take care of herself okay 3. PLEASE refrain from talking so much =o= it's an anime not a talkshow, God.
the compliments: 1. The ART! omg preety!!!>< though it is a far cry from 'chobits' the other anime by clamp, it's still the 2nd best of all creations by clamp 2. The fighting scenes, i'm no fan of animes that fight almost all the time like uhm... inuyasha? Naruto? Bleach? full metal alchemist? or w/e But in tsubasa, the one attractive thing is the fight scene and that's all. 3. The story. Among all clamp's works, this has the best story line. Just as long as they cut the crap about protecting people it's all good
General vote- 3.5/5 stars (worth watching)
topic 3- random ramblings add-ons updates 1. making series.(if i ever finish the fist ep, been lazy 2. cousin went back home 3. tired of computer 4. and animes, actually 5. and games, too 6. started listening to katy perry (omg can't believe that) 7.and wonder girls 8. but BoA and big bang comes first 9. waiting for money for mangas 10. spent $6 on 4 icecreams (omg i must be mad)
ENDS>>>>>>>>>>>>> p.s i might post in my latest drawings after outlining.
these days i've been using my adapter for internet coz mywireless had passed away TT_TT it's not that i mind it much but it's just so....!!!! SAD!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean my connection to the internet is so damn unpredictable!!!! it's always disconnecting itself or go down to 5.5 mb/s which is XXXXXX SLOW!!!! and the worst thing is! well... i was trying to download maple and suddenly... that happened (angry)click on the picture for further reference ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
OMG OMG UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M SO HAPPY!!!! MY AUDIO MY AUDIO MY AUDIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! THANK YOU FARIZ WHOEVER YOU R THANK YOU SO MUCH http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/700975/+0 THANKS SO MUCH !!! OMG I'M LIKE SO HYPER NOW!!!!! I GOTTA JUMP AND RUN AROUND THE ROOM TO WASTE ABIT OF MY HYPERNESS BB! ^^
omg wat happened to the pic, became so blurry liao-_- ahh but w/e OKAY I'VE been talking about how my com has no audio for i dunno how long but u see <--- i really really hate this I WANT TO WATCH MY ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HANA KIMI AND ALOT OF OTHER STUFF LIKE MAKING MMVs it's like in my blood okay?! oh ya look if you are bored. (poses that i made using banned story coz of boredom)
Long time since i posted , since the last holidays? oh w/e no point remembering stuff that aren't important. today, i received (eww lame opening) a pair of 3D glasses, or to be blunt, a cheapskate cut off glasses with blue and red screens. well its free, and i always go crazy when i get something free- i know, typical Singaporean. For example, there was this time my mother's friend gave me a PINK wallet with MINNEY mouse(is that how you spell it) on it. I carried it for 4 freaking years. (the wallet has 2009 stamped on it but was actually made it 2005 -_-") so finally it died on 2009. The very next day, my mother's friend bought me a wallet, a HOT PINK one with KITTENS and LIPSTICKS that are SHINY... fantastic, let's have a fab 4 years again. oops gone a little off topic. oh yes back to my 3D glasses. Receiving it i went on a crazy dance ritual (right... my downstairs neighbours have a hell Lotta time, i feel sorry for them) and was suddenly reminded of a game, not just any game, but a freaking BARBIE game (God that looks like bieber if you re scrabble it). Once upon a time, i used to log into the barbie website and play the games (o-Kay.... you can stop laughing) Well. it's my brother's fault a week or month earlier, he was watching of all freaking things, a barbie Pegasus video.... right i don't want to comment on that.... if i do this post will be MIA. Either ways, the game was about pegasus flying through clouds and some supposingly only seen in 3D (the game isn't that Gay, thank you younger self) so the first thing i thouht of was, using the 3D glasses for some bonus busting which was what i conveted in the past.... (sorry people i ruinded my tough girl image,didn't I ). well i clicked onto the barbie website, and was greeted by a barbie doll saying of all things... 'DISCOVER YOUR INNER SPARKLE, CHECK OUT BARBIE IN FASHION FAIRYTALE' , uhm... thank you...very..much but uh-(cue laughing) i prefer a dull black life. and if i see sparkles in my internal organs, i must be on steroids or pink ladies (a drug). For some innane stupid reason, i seem to know where the game is situated in. ooh wow cool(as the cute threesome aliens in toy story) would say. The game is taken off, oh how sad. but i still haven't discovered my inner sparkle, barbie, maybe you should be less a therapist but more of a laughing model for people. By the way, God, barbie's ugly, no offence, i'm ugly, but seriously anime! i worship you.... anyways want to know what i've been doing? oh yeah, i'm playing neopets(lawls) serious here not jk bye bye 3D good old 2D!
coz i need it. Basically, I've been questioning my very existence in this world for quite some time. well, looks like i have a winning answer. I'm there to comfort people (okay people stop laughing if you are) well it's true. Every single time you tell me, '' oh God my results r so bad!!!" i'll always be the first one to say, 'at least not as bad as mine' which is sad but true. ahh wells... either way i've been waiting to blog for a damn long time but just can't find anything to blog about, coz let's face it, what do 15 year olds(or 14s) in the world get to do anything, you basically can't do anything fun like (ah) drinking booze, riding motorbikes or getting high over cigarettes( not that i'll do any of them unless paid, i'm too much of a geek ,sad but true) what you get is a big slice of crap labelled " you-know-you-won't-need-this-but-you-still-have-to-learn" look at math, seriously speaking when the heck are we supposed to use algebra ? physics? you can't even see the stupid damn things, things that you can't see should be labelled 'no existence' coz there's just no point, chemistry, let's all go and make a bomb shall we, and we'll have a field day with the terrorists. well anyways i tot today was tuesday and i was late (at least i thought) for chem so i rushed to the school and what do i see? all these people walking towards the bus stop and me, the only one rushing to school. should have known it was mon, damn it such a waste of time. so i went to the library for chill time, but my plan goes to naught coz the freaking air-con is off. freaking budget school.
call me a weirdo any day ,and i'll agree with you whole heartedly, i have this weird hobby of looking into other people's windows, and personally speaking, i have a favorite window of mine. It's the one directly in front of me the one's with that epic orange wall. oh yes, i'm watching him right now, it's totally convenient coz whenever i got bored of pretending to be doing work, i'll watch tv right in front.
Sometimes he'll even dance along to a rerun of miss universe( yes that dude watches that) and we all know i appreciate that don't i? he's awesome and i've never met that guy before (hah) Right now he's playing sonic the hedgehog( if i ever met him, i'll tell him straight up he should change his tastes coz to be honest ,... they suck.) he lost and right now he's banging the wall like the style of our rather missed mr Fadher. (ah i do miss the entertainment but no thanks for his teaching) oh yes. This one will be a little dirty secret between us won't it? (~w^)
oh yes the learning journey which i learned nothing but the fact that Singapore loves leeching the tourists seemingly endless funds (3 dollars for a drink. right.) It's an absolute daylight robbery.
oh well the best landmark is the ice cream umbrella. Love that one. Everyone's crowding around that not the actual 'landmarks' but seriously, who wants to look at boring statues when you can eat ice cream. i do. Oh yes, does my face have the words 'please ask me the directions because i have the map of Singapore printed on the back of my palm' coz really of all the people they could ask, they have to ask the clueless moron eating ice-cream with her shitty hair, auntie style bag wear, not to mention the un-glam smudges of ice-cream on the face. right. i think i should scare people more, but then again, they scare me more. (TTwTTIII)
Yes yes i swear someone should record all her expressions, they are freaking epic.
who you ask? ah who else but Mrs Maggie mee. Even her school-wide nickname rhymes. she's freaking awesome! someone please get her on a talkshow, God knows we need a laugh. what can i complain? Mrs lee is all about crap but here's one thing, she has great entertainment value, not kidding there. Either way, talk of her most outrageous shit most definitely must contain this doesn't it?
well soon hian's shoe was once again stray and Joanne was kicking it with her foot and was in front of Mrs lee
m.l - who's shoe is that?
j- soon hian's
m.l - sooon hiannn's? then must throw it down
(met with constant shaking and laughing red Joanne)
throw it down la , throw
(omg she's actually encouraging her students to do something illegal )
finally she took the shoe from the floor and (can you believe it) threw it down!
seriously she's a teacher for her sake!. Obviously, the whole class congratulated her and broke into applause. ahhs. she actually looks like she enjoys the attention. oh my. oh ya here's another choice expression of hers. No medicine can save you. wu yao ke jiu. direct translation. directly fail English.
Been lazing around. might write more about the idiotic monday that is sure to be a disaster like last year's. God knows i don't want to be reminded of last year's its an embarrestment that i'll be sure to take to me grave(if i have a grave that is, looking at my finances, probably not).
well folks, its all blown out of proportion, the earth just tilted 30 more degrees than when it was born, and frankly, i don't give a damn. What i care about for once in my life, is my results, i can't believe i'm saying it, but that's really the truth for the record breaking first time, i had scored a total of 1 pass. My , that's really fantastic even for my standard which we can all guess, is worse than shit.
so to say the truth i had hit rock bottom and had started to dig. wow. what an accomplishment. someone should award me or something. neh. Either way, i have started a bet that whoever gets higher marks will have to treat the one who scored lower, so yeah this time i received my consolation prize. However, to be honest, its not much of a consolation after all its just lemon tea. yes lemon tea, or what do you think it is, a freaking game console to console me? NOPE. we ain't that rich people. Move on move on.
hate to admit this but, I've realized that i have turned into a shopholic. spent 20 dollars without realizing anything (kneading forehead i'm a miser after all) 20 dollars geez...what the heck happened to it, pretty much remembered it being there and the next hot minute, its gone. RiGHHHhhht please kindly do not misunderstand, i did not spend that on clothes (seriously, 20 dollars don't go that far) coz clothes shopping just makes my head go into a whirl. Believe me i just can't handle it. well anyways, i spent the money that was there on a history book. (okay you don't have to give me the look. you don't have to. just coz i bought a history book, me of all people, you don't need to gimme the look.i see it every damn time i look at the book) Right, i'm going to go in depth of the book, so deep you will fall into a trance. eh no la, well anyways its about the last empress of china. I'm not very sure if its fiction or not, but i do know something, somehow someway, my life is getting plenty of chances to be perverted. coz instead of what i expected to be a book about virtues, blah blah i was served a whopping smash of,... seriously 'oh-my's from yours truly, to cut the long story short, i never thought the china emperor is that sucky in (welll....) ahh the 'bed room arts' as it was uh.... hereby called. ahahahaha .... i really have a perverted mind. don't i?
update >_^!!! haha well what can i say more perverted things for me to feed on! i'm not kidding bout this one. lets start with level 1 all the way to level 4 guys this one's the first time you won't get aroused from something nude, well i'm not blaming you so you use 'that' on you know, 'that' interesting won't you say. reminds us of a certain pole dance shimmy so what's a lady boy, care to explain that wise guy on crack who put this very nature sign. i just wanna ask if a person pays for you know , will a person get a cat? coz that's a great deal.
Basically i have to ask you something, do you feel like when its the exams , there's a whole bunch of major things that you need to do (or they'll seemingly explode). However the moment the exams r over, its like suddenly you lost the whole list of things you need to do.
well either way, i lost that list so randomly i was reminded of guitar hero(pls dun ask me why)
'i hate myself for loving you' one of the songs (believe me its better than the others i heard especially 'i wanna rock' i don't wanna listen to it, like ever!) so i typed it into YouTube. surprise surprise, Joan Jett was the one who sang it. well it was on live, and though the performance was patchy in the sense that it's clearly low budget. However it was the first i watched a live and did not cringe. Have you ever felt like going," what the heck?! what's up with the voice?" coz, it just sounds totally different without the tuner in the studio. yeah, but i'll like to note that jett sounds exactly like how she did in her older records. that's a lot considering the shit we hear in lives without the tuner. (or worse, lip syncing) She gets in touch with the audience and exudes charisma like no one else.
i even went to check on the k-pop's lives, and what can i say?
its a total waste of 300 dollars. coz they did exactly what they did in their video, so why don't the fans just go for the mv buying. Come on, if they can afford 300 dollars a pop they can afford a mv.
There was no engagement to the audience, no jokes, no Hellos, etc. What can i say, it just seems like a circus where guys just dance and pass the Mic around. the problem with k-pop, is that its too commercial,(ppl who don't understand, check the dictionary) there's no art in the process.
The first time i heard 'it's you' i love it, i swear. The second time, i like it, the third time, its okay, fourth time? IT's a gonna, bye.
If you haven't realized the trend, fan girls kept switching groups, so its like, 5years down the line, they won't remember the group anymore. The music is not timeless. whenever k-pop is involved, somehow dance will be pulled in as well. Seriously, those who talk about how fantastic their dances are, you should give yourself a good tight kick to the arse (or maybe ask your friend who hate k-pop to do it). coz if you wanna talk dance, BoA is the answer. check it out in 'i'll eat you up' Korean mv (she's Japanese) and you will understand. Now that's what i call dancer, especially the chorus part. so if you still don't understand what i'm saying, i'll summarize it for you, dearest honey :
k-pop newcomer groups like 2pm, 2am(yes that's right such a carbon copy exists, my friend) , beast , ft.island, etc(there's so many!!) all they have is a pretty face(made by plastic , no less) to bode their music. geez and don't get me started on the girls,... seriously i feel ashamed of them.
somewhere along the timeline, I've realized i have mastered the art of boot-licking, of course that's by no means something one should boast of. However, it sure is useful. I had this mega big fine for a book that is (please refrain from laughing) 2 years overdue. well either way, i pestered the librarian to wave it off and there was this part to the process in which the school's system asked. 'what's the reason for waving' then she asked me, 'well what reason' and i told her,' the librarian is very kind " straight off. well its not as funny as what really happened (after all i'm no witty writer)Either way, the amount of money i have saved from slithering out have to be at least 60 dollars ^^ skills are great! oh yeah posting a video that is real damn funny ignore the naruto thing. i couldn't find the original so this will do MAKE SURE YOU WATCH IT , ITS SO FUNNY I PRACTICALLY HAD IT MEMORIZED (or maybe its because i'm a lamer) oh ya RAISE YOUR VOLUMES COZ ITS ON THE SOFT SIDE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rAchjBXM_g
You have always gotten what you wanted. You come from a rich family, and you're always the one to host a party. You've never had hardships that are more than school drama, and you don't worry about the future yet. Maybe you've gotten into trouble before?
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. quit acting like someone you aren't.
i'm letting off this funeral mood once and for all (hopefully)
i've always consider myself a fan of Gothic stuff (dresses especially >W<)
but really funerals are really the absolute last straw i could take.
today(here comes the lame starting) i was walking merrily back home when i
saw several yellow plastic sheets. Very well, lets take a detour and get over it.
To my absolute surprise and disdain, there was another funeral going on and in
a way, ...... (i mean no disrespect) ...nvm its best i don't say it, i'm a bit too young to die.
well and to make matters more ironic in a sense, i was listening to mariah Carey's
'bye bye' at those particular moments.Very ciao he (coincidental) hor.
well anyway had a pretty OK-ay time wasting time at j.p be4 going 4 Mr Fadher's
(btw the spell check told me to change fadher to father, so annoying)
remedial(or really laugh-at-Mr-fadher session) seriously, the library is closed so
i have to be a gen-pi-cong and follow jia hui to jp.
To make matters worst she starts to insult my intelligence by pointing out primary 2
Chinese books(no less) and saying ,''oi read, lets test you" and finally to end things off with a cherry on top, she picks up an English KINDERGARTEN book and then asked, 'eh what's that ah' pointing to the word 'mane'.
well let's say i had the last laugh didn't i?
Of course the best part of chem remedial is obviously tormenting poor mr fadher (hahhahaha)
we are all very evil, you know>? ^^
well either way its his last lesson with us (sort of thank God) and by now, the best one in the comedic sense and genre. Sometimes i swear the only way to teach a class is to lock the
class chairperson up (oh but i like her, she's nice) coz really, her questions are riots. "sir, where's the answers?" when the answers are on the board and with the huge red word 'answers' , its simply a whole comic act (and she's not myopic) and of course this caused him to bang his head on the wall (albeit no one was hurt) Well either way here's one thing i understood, 'without chemistry there will be no biology' stumped aren't you? stop thinking of science in that sense and think of something in a whole different area and circumference. Anyways , mr f (i hate the spell check!) was talking about (wait a sec i'll have to check) ah the precipitation method, and suddenly (pls dun ask me why)
he started talking about husbands and wife. and dragged cheng keng, Wei long , and another guy, said:
m.f- ' pretend wei long and i are husband and wife , but then , Wei long wants ck and i want cheng keng's husband so we have to switch"
this makes absolute no sense to me , so he drags ck away from the poor guy who shall remain nameless as he seems to be the victim of cheng keng's (excuse my English and improper etiquette ) dry humping (oh god i said it!) then obviously Wei long became the second victim, and just before that, ck showed this really obscene face to mr. f. and he said something like ,'calm down i know its your age to do it, but you know , if you need the toilet just ask, i'll immediately give you permission.'
The whole scene doesn't end there but lets just say i was so disgusted i turned my head away from the scene. 'i didn't know you guys are so horny'
oh well its funny in the obscene way, i sure am on my way to closet pervert style the way i'm going.
my tableneighbours' fault (lol love the name tableneighbour) siti from 3e and erra btw.
seriously, i've never thought erra had it in her, she just looks i dunno... innocent.
well i was given a big tight slap across the face( figuratively duh) coz she showed me the stories she wrote and let's just say , its all very cute and all but seriously, i never knew she thinks of gay relationships between her idols (k-pop u noe) . well just when i thought i couldn't get more shocked, i was served a warm helping of siti's mind . Hers were fantastic by the way (she could be a damn great romance writer) but really, my mind was 20% more corrupted then it used to be. Really, the world would really be an interesting world if we all have access to each other's mind of course i won't want anybody poking into mine. I bet more than half the girls have fetishes like those above.
Well either way, the both of them even introduced me to a website to read as they call it k-popsmuts
i haven't plucked up the courage to look at it. YET. the rate i'm going, i'll probably fall into a habit of looking at those sooner or later. my hands really tired now so see ya
silence is golden, and everyone loves her yet it disillusions you into a world of mirrors.
Nobody likes to hear other people's opinion, to us flawed humans, all we want to know is about us and i can tell you something. Only those who are truly enlightened and morally guilty of lying would disagree. Nobody likes the ugly Truth they want the beautiful pictures painted by a ready-to-please mask. So to those who prefer those white lies as you will call them please kindly ignore this and click on the x over there. Let's be truthful shall we? The best ways to have friends is to agree with them, all the time, coz everyone thinks of the idiom,''birds of a feather" flock together. Besides, whenever you want to voice out your words, you'll be hushed up by your so called friends. In this world of reality, its all is about the competition, everyone out there is trying to compete with one another. You're talking about 6-7 people trying to shine and let others be awed and impressed.Most importantly , you want them to be jealous. Sure you can lie to yourself , you are a nice person, you don't do that , you always think about others (Christine I'm not talking about you) But YOU SURE AS HELL DID IT AT LEAST ONCE IN A FUCKING LIFE TIME. what are you, the saint? Haven't you wished that 'oh god can she just stop complaining about her life, coz mine's worst' to yourself. See, you even want to compete with people about how idiotic your life is ,its so pathetic. I'm pathetic.
That's reality people, so all this time, you're asked what your opinion is. The truth is, the person doesn't give a damn, he/she just wants to check who are the smarter ones (aka friends) to have the same opinion as them. I decided that the only way i could voice out my thoughts is through this little black box here. The place where i hang all my dirty clothes. MY sanctuary...
anybody know what post secret is? well now, there's an online one , its called dropped the bomb and its real awesome coz when you tell anyone a secret big or small, it just feels so uplifting,
i really hate starting my post like this(coz it sounds exceptionally childish) either way, today(oh god it sounds stupid already) i did 2 things i want to take back but can't. its chinese class and as for the usual the cl teacher is absent. and the sub happens to be the discipline mistress (oh God) and then she gives us the worksheet and then was on her own way. Of course me da idiot doesn't understand a word other than my own name didn't do her work.duh. well she returned unexpectedly and caught me writing shit in my foolscap. (oops) so i was all smiles (see I'm so nice!) and then she asks me to let her see my stinking crap, well obviously i was still joking and is like 'no way' and she continued asking for it. Now she is like so getting on my nerves so i gave her my 'don't you freaking dare' (lol) stare after all she asks for it (refer) and not breaking eye contact. Well anyway she continued to say gimme the book (hey she's not the discipline mistress for nothing, I'll give her that) so i got real annoyed and just gave it to her. Most ironically, what's inside the book was about teachers... >< hah! O+O well anyway after that she said something about knowing when is the right time to do something and obviously me being the wise crack i am i rebutted her (she doesn't respect my privacy , I'm not gonna respect her) and thank YOU GOD, i stopped my yapping after a few lines and in my head i decided something, '' you , stupid mouth , don't ever do something like this again!" and what do you know, it happened after only 30 minutes. 0-0 well you see Mrs lee was being dead set on everybody handing in their work yesterday, and i didn't know how to do it so well everyone's still on it after school , i sneaked off (oh yeah! that i don't regret) why? coz i handed it in filled with crap and that Mrs lee being Mrs lee rejected it because of , 1) no date (wtheck?!) 2)no exercise no. (-_-"") 3) no statement (....) 4) no make statement (what is that?!) so in total she made me MARCH across the classroom for like, 4 times and dude i hate exercising so i just left after the 4th rejection (lol i confessed to her for 4 times jk) well you know it, the very next day she started screaming at almost everyone (like she does everyday *rolls my eyes*) and i don't know what got to me but maybe its the way she treats my classmates she started asking me why did i leave early , i said i didn't know how to do the questions(btw i handed the hw to her today) mslee- what don't know how to do, i told you to write your statements? me- mam'n i ALREADY WROTE MY STATEMENTS mslee-no you didn't (now this ladies and gentlemen , this is the part i can't believe i did it) i walked to the rubbish bin where i threw my former hw which is crushed at that time and took it out, un-crushed it and strides over to her and push it into her hands me-this is the paper i wrote MY STATEMENTS already mslee- this...this isn't the paper.. me-yes it is i threw it into the rubbish bin melee- well you didn't write your make statement me-i didn't know what it is so she called Raheja to teach me (thank you Raheja alot! ^^) well she ignored me when i gave my edited hw to her. Siti was like 'oh my god i can't believe you did that i taught you were going to throw it into her face' and she hi-fived me , Erra and Colin was also really impressed HOWEVER, although it feels cool hearing people being impressed i hereby swear i won't do it again, like ever. Its just too taxing to hear those comments, i guess this just made me uncool (^^ well that's more like me) oops i supposed i rambled on too much, hope i didn't bore the lights out of you btw i don't have my period so its not PMS
here's something i realized, i have a twisted personality and it's twisted because i have one particular personality that i use specifically for one person and another for another person. for example, 1) Christine tan being the eternal masochistic that she is, a sadistic personality is the way to be friends with her and (most epic of all,) keep her from changing friends (she likes a harem that one) 2) Jing shan being the (now ex) fan girl, i keep up with this one with fresh information and act like a fan girl too 3) Jia Hui being the ethereal stonist (that's not a word by the way) i have to keep the conversation going by being the hyperactive bo liao childish person ( i enjoy playing this one a lot ^^) 4) Siti from former cca , with her 'open' relationship with (uh) RA stuff , believes that i'm a total innocent ^^ which is though I'm kinda sad to say is impossible. Due to the masochist above, my mind is like, totally corrupted (you up there! ya you it's all because of you and let's all sing 'because of you' now) and those blushing books out there. and here. well anyway examples can be given for everyone i know but, those up there are my more obvious persona. oh by the way I'm sticking to all of them
oh yes here's something stupid, my caveman of a cousin finally FINALLY joined the civilization and joined Facebook. i was all 'it's about time, dude' and then i asked about his name, and when he told me, let's just say my reaction was to say the least, mean. He put his name as OWEN LEE , Owen ?!!! what the heck , and that made me decide 'I'm not adding him, no freaking way'. The reason behind the name made me freak me even more, coz he chose the name from a pathetic drama soap's male lead...! why does he love those obviously for romantics romance plots , i don't know but seriously, Owen lee? By the way, I'm not insulting your name if your name is Owen or whatever, and then when he joined pet society (man he's slow) i got the shock of my life, the furniture , choices, clothes and most importantly the money made me go crazy. i actually added him just to see them for myself! well anyway something random see yas
23/1/2010 (2-37pm) i love sarcasm to me sarcasm is like the best invention a wordsmith created so I'm gonna be real sarcastic today as of always I'm a very lucky person who would never attract oddballs from the likes of basketball , soccer balls , volleyballs, kiddyballs, rubber game balls captain's ball. and if you don't noe what I'm talking about, your probably is not my friend. i love sports! and i don't fall twenty times a day, I've never done a single thing that led me outside the classroom, i'm such a teacher's pet(ahh ) i love maths LOVE iT !!! omg maths you rock my world forever and always just like the GREAT HOT SONG 'forever and always' BY TAYLOR SWIFT OH MY GOD (in falsetto voice ) she's like the greatest song writer ever and yeah all her songs are so original and i Love Them!! and all her songs are so different like you can't even tell apart another song of hers! i love the physics teacher i can't even remember her name! omg that is just the coolest don't cha think? every time she steps into the room I'll scream "MAM'N I LOVE YOU I'LL BE LESBIAN FOR YOU!!!" ya and all her lessons are like, wow so informative and innovative i can never ever fall asleep in class and OMG ALL THE STUFF I WROTE UP THERE IS THE TRUTH COZ I NEVER EVER LIE
ya right hell i dun think you are even my friend if you believed like 1 of those sarcastic comments up there. next month on the same day i'll write out all my crap again
p.s update
oh and i LOVE THE TWILIGHT GUY AND DEFINITELY HIS HAIR!!!!
AND lets not forget about how classic the story is!
Guys i'm gonna be qquick about this and drop all the f bombs for all i care coz i'm currently under a very idiotic and asshole fuckish (excuse me i'm under stress right now) bloody bleeding virus. yes i can say that i've outsmarted it abit by still being able to use the internet after tampering with it for a while but i do not noe how long it'll leave me freaking alone its been hellish annoying with all the bloody popups informing that you must update 'security tool' coz u have blablabla infections. right and do i belive that lame o cheapskate scam no, u don't. obviously speaking , security tool is lets be honest here the fucking virus itself the one which caused ME problems right so i'm supposed to pay it more money to clean up the mess THEY freaking PLAnted on mY LAPtop. granted, my laptop's definately not a pure one with all the keygens and games , gba but still its not my FAULT when everything is like oh my god $$$$$$ yup too bad but i'm barely survng with my meagre salary /income God should understand and not pull a hell mandate over me please mercy thank you i'm not as rich as my cousin who just buys laptop after laptop sheesh that lucky guy with the brains and the money
i equate shopping to the pussy cat dolls song,'i hate this part right here' at taiwan i was forced to shop with shopholics everywhere so yeah i kept playing the song and tot of this
We're driving slow through the snow(no snow but its cold?) On fifth avenue (wu fen fu ya five oso) And right now radio'sAll that we can hear (and the song 'i hate this part right here) Man we ain't talked since we left (coz mum's too busy shopping so dun talk to her) It's so overdue It's cold outside (ya its been 2 minutes already!overdue!!) But between usThe world slows down (ya mum enjoying. me waiting of course its slow!) but my heart beats fast right now (coz i'm hungry and clothes tags make me choke) I know this is the part where the end starts (yup i'm dying) I can't take it any longer (all said) Thought that we were stronger (but mayb the clothes r stronger) All we do is linger (still waiting ) Slipping through our fingers (the plastic bags -_-) I don't want to try now (ya trying on clothes is so troublesome) All that's lefts goodbye toFind a way that I can tell you I hate this part right hereI hate this part right here(yesyes yes!!!) I just can't take your tears (u mean my tears of sadness or your tears of joy from a discount?) I hate this part right here Everyday seven takes of the same old scene(keep shopping) Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine(still shopping!!and bargaining!) Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep (of boredom) But well we sleep once I tell you (coz i hav too many complaints) -a lot of repeats here so i skip I know you'll ask me to hold onAnd carry on like nothings wrong (ya still bargaining But there is no more time for lies (aiya xinyi duo yi xia zi la~) Cause I see sunset in your eyes( what does that mean?) -and more repeats
ate a chocolate cornet...dun think its nice though maybe the japn ver. would be nicer of all things that happen very few times in the year while visiting a country... 1) earthquake 2)coldest day in taiwan 3)rebeling(lol) that one was funny , u will see people over there dancing(sorta) and then there were truckloads of megameaga phones all blasting the same old thong (oh God !edit: thing) (please support them yadda yadda) and there was a broadcaster and camera crew. oh yea and a bunch of police ppl ever seen a police bus? no? ha well u really missed it coz it looks absolutley stupid well anyway i am in a flu-state so the things i type is probably nonsense
You like video games and fun stuff like animes.You can do anything to skip school.You hate studying and doing homework, but you like your friends, especially the ones that likes video games and that sort of stuff.Besides, you have really strong emotions that you can not show to other people.Do not worry, the day will come, just wait.
contrary to popular belief, counting sheep does not help improve sleep and i found myself staring at the ceiling wondering why the heck did i even tried such a ridiculous type of ailment. 1 hour passed and i looked (-_-") it looks boring(=_=") and I'm as active as a dragon(^W^) so what do i do???? ah well blog about my miserable nights -->Chinese new year is approaching TT_TT and the trip to a place i didn't really want to go but as usual have no fucking(excuse me) choice . n0 I'm not being a spoiled brat i just love Singapore life (as much as i like complaining) (-_-III) sorry i'm being complicated. i dunno how much u understand but i doubt it
look at the title oh go on it only takes 3 secs max i'm so bored!!! there's nth to do now coz i finished reading yesterday's 'discovered' mangas ah,,,,,,,,,,,,, think i shd go out but the sun is like totally glaring up from above geez, can't there eva be nice weather in sunny singapore? naw if it's not the haze , it's heavy downpours that ruins my washing and plans, if not them then , sunny shine glaze . now that's the weather report .
i mean the way how Singaporeans always complain might not be altogether true however with a few black sheep (eg, me) . that is fact. sigh ... thing bout Singapore is that there is nothing to complain about!!! that's why it is so boring!!! alright i have already typed this be4 but yes i still think that the reason Singapore is so boring is coz its too good ironic? well lemme ask u WATS so fun about fun without complains (u dun need to noe what I'm saying so nvm)
my image of bleach is completely ruined! i mean 'houki boshi' is a theme song for bleach?! i mean sure it's a nice and hyper song but thing is... bleach...,,,, nid i say more? oh well . and i went around mangafox's forum and it was really fun there's a bunch of surveys there ^_^ after all i am bored! i get to find lotsa nice mangas >^W^< double joy!
according to the horroscope, virgo can be one of the most practical and productive of signs and is prepared to sacrifice its own interests to conplete assigned tasks. it is above all a sign of service and sacrifice.
the first time i saw that, i laughed.
and now? i believe it, why?
well thinking bak to all the damn projects i've been doing
At work you are conceptual and an independent thinker. For you work is play. You are drawn to constant challenge in career, and like to develop models, explore ideas, or build systems to satisfy your need to deal wth the innovative. Once you have perfected an idea you prefer to move on leaving the project to be maintained and supported by others
In love you prefer to let your head rule tour heart. You dislike repetition, so it is difficult for you to continuously express your feelings. You beleive that once feelings are stated, they are obvious to a partner. You are uneasy when your emotions control you. You want to establish a relationship, leave it to maintain itself, and turn your energies back to your career.
In childhood you appeared to be older than your years and focused on your greatest interests, achiveing in subjects that were mentally stimulating. You were impatient with drill and routine, questioned authority, and found it necessary to respect teachers before you could learn from them.
this is the nicest subbed version i can find. it's actually one of a whole series unfortunately the sequel is ''servant of evil" by the way here's a big hint , have you realised that the princess and servant has a similar face? ^^ and when 'she' was going to be executed 'she' has guy's eyes?
i just discovered why the hell in carnival games whereby 'they ask u to throw the dice and to get a certain number and u will win the grand prize' games u will never never win (okay u might but the probability is never high) the reason is coz (drumroll pls) (applause thank u) (lights camera ) are u getting impaitient? i hope so lol watever anyways the reason is coz the dice's weight on a certain side will be heavier so if u throw it the probaility of getting that heavier side will be higher get it? (now applause again) i found out when i saw the question about a bias die so i asked how can there be a bias die it's a non living thing and so i found out
I CAN'T FREAKING BELIEVE THE TIMES I STUPIDLY THOUGHT IT IS MY OWN LUCK THAT ENABLE ME TO LOOSE MONEY!!! ARGH WHY AM I SO STUPID!!
topic-my stupid hair is there anything more annoying than your own stupid hair/fringe flying around while you are enjoying your meal? okay there is -_-" but when it flies onto the food you will go 'eww' ya and i hav to keep freaking push it up u noe why nuns hav to cut all their hair? coz while they are meditating they can't move thus, if they hav hair they'll feel really uncomfortable so they cut their hair away (btw that's nut true but i think it makes sense) i still prefer my old bangs though it's ugly at least it doesn't annoy me the hell out oh well and i can't cut it into bangs(sigh) coz it seems apparently bangs got popular? so i can't go cut them (sigh even louder)
topic-holiday holidays used to gimme a feeling of excitement like some sort of period when I'll suddenly take an interest into studying or have a new talent or something coz that usually happens in manga i hate to admit this, but somehow i wish it would happen to me too...at least in the past now?it just feels ...normal..i suppose.
i've never blown a balloon before!!! and i did it!! my first ever balloon filled with my oxygen,carbon dioxide , nitrogen,and so on!!! ahhh!!!! so nice !!! -interruption ''lame...''my cousin said oh well
i went to action city to choose presents for my cousin in taiwan, she recently sent me lottsa cute stuff and i just feel so guilty about how she always sends me things that i never repaid so i stood at action city for at least 1 hr with 10 dollars in my vicinity not sure wat to buy aiyas in the end, i ended up buying a boxxy a capsule bottle, a handphone pouch, and that's it oh well i dun feel so guilty now
talking bout guilty reminds me of smth i told js to buy me S.A as a present when she asked about it now i feel so guilty bout that! i mean it's 8.50! it's so pricy! but i felt that i wanted the whole sat of s.a as i already had 3 oh wells....
oh ya teacher's day comming i feel so lost sia shd i buy for ms nai or not i dun wan but it feels so weird not buying for teachers and i think not much ppl would be buying for her coz actually she kinda keep changing her mood so it makes people very tired
oh ya this will help me alot so can anyone pls type in the hw we hav inside the taggy box so thanks muchhess >cheese! sayo~
man, i feel really pressurized here any little mark on the sketch book is totally permanent u noe, on the sketchbook lf and js gimme de which makes drawing real hard not to mention the message lf put >_<"" oh well i'm trying my hardest and the face is alright after a few amendments to it thank God
small talk: english wow i cant believe i gt 18 on my vocab test sure i saw the total scores yesterday but come on there's so many names over there! i thought my eyes are just looking at lf or jasmine's scores oh well i was just as shocked as the class the whole class went silent when mam'n read off my name well can't blame them usually the honor of marks go to 1)Prissy ^w^ very predictable niao~ 2)Jacky oh well u noe 3)Li fang yup study hard 4)Li Pei everyday oso see her chiong 5)Jasmine ditto and maybe christine or amanda ohs well ooh finished i dun hav a scanner so i used my web cam that's stuck on top so it's real ugly there [IMG]http://i267.photobucket.com/albums/ii302/icecreamberries/Picture006.jpg[/IMG]
oh my cl was alright but Geo? 0mg! oh well i thought i would have passed exams r so unfair, li fang made a damn big effort and yet she never get her expected mark (well she did pass though...) sigh.. i'm happy with my math & cl (for the first and last time xD) but oh well, it's just abit sad for me that some people never put in effort but get high marks alright, i din't noe that much if they really didn't study but i think what i saw is enough to make an inference , i think? i mean u can't exactly tell if a person gt study or not oh well anyway bak to topic those people are so lucky sia sigh would give quite a lot to be like them.. edit post- u noe wat i just told my mum my mark and u noe wat? her voice totally went shrill and shrieked ''wat! so little!!!'' ya...now that totally makes me really sad.. though i dun sound it my mum doesn't even study all this while she kept talking about how if she was given an opportunity to study she will clinch top right, so she says -_-" i mean it's something she believes not reality so hahhaha for her to still believe that
yesterday, i watched inuyasha (i think it's spelled like that ba) well it was boring... and kinda sexist? ya , okay it wasn't that bad... but it definitely is something that i would want to watch longterm and can u believe this? i watched 'boys before flowers' for like 30 whole minutes! can't believe it! and believe me, it's a total waste of time but my cousin was bored with typing and wanted to watch while typing (<- is he a gay?!) well anyways,, it seem the orange head had cut his hair which is 'thank God for that' his old hair looks like uh... gay? or maybe just weird.coz it does not contrast with the skin colour. oh well it;s better than the cl the boys before flowers yes do anybody remember? 'liu xin hua yuan' yup their hair except one is all uhrgh.... well u shd get my point anyway sub-topic: what is going on so far? hmm.. i haven study my cl and i'm really tired and i just learnt what p.s means no it does not mean post script it means pai sei -_-" listening to 'MOSQUITO SONG' lol that's it
-->it's been two years since west Grove my life just speeded and backtracked it was fast pace and i can't keep up people are just so... complicated. ya that's a good description. it used to be everyday-sameday all the time. Nowadays? oh just everyday-drama mayhem all the time can't say i hate it, can't say i like it There's nothing much to say but how i miss the times when i didn't have to face dramas everyday Soon, it'll be 3 years from westgrove. it seems just like yesterday when we discussed about how lax the teachers are. ''you can practically continue writing after they say stop'' ya and then mdn neo glared at me and xin yun when i'm stealing her diary/journal ya simple... nothing sweet, nothing bitter, just normal plain water (lol is that a rhyme?) i won't say i suffered much in sec1 it's just very ironic to see people who i never saw scream at me ya and there are the laughters, the whispers though i still attract that, now seriously! i just heard amanda/shreya say that they said i was crying during folk dance (ok backtrack time- our lame folk dance 'cher wanted me and Geraldine go up infront and dance solo in front of class coz we never dance last week) true i was pissed beyond description i was glaring at the teacher and rolling my eyes but crying? uh that's rather far fetched oh well i guess it's more interesting to spin a story rather than the truth i paired up with lf coz she's very lonely on the late part of the year jing shan, when we sat beside each other and started talking bout manga and anime Amanda, comes in a package with Priscilla Priscilla , is nice but have not much to say Christine, butted onto my table when i was clearly minding my own business reading my book (ok, i'm being sarcastic,sorry, but that's to get bak at you 4 saying me and lf) Li pei , came during sec2, when jasmine and Geraldine left shreya, came coz christine the ''flower'' invited bee (okay, sarcastic again sorry) that's it for class ba in westgrove, there are hamizah (oh shit, i forget her name's spelling!!!) xiang ming, xin yun, Hannah and Shawna, michelle, uh... remember someone who always bring pooh everywhere, oh it's lin jia hui! Abigail xin yun, it should be when we drew up the neopets thingy lol abigail, who can forget u who threw a damn eraser bit into my mouth using a G2 jia hui, her xiao huang la lol xiang ming, very nice and cheerful shawna and hannah , oh yea i saw them , i was so surprised i ended up tripping over myself , embarrassing -_-" michelle- cl class duh i guess there are more but i forget the names so sry... well this is long sia
i dun get why ppl have to make things so complicated why? if you hate this person say it to their face! God it's like people are always hiding whispering, gossiping about the unknown mysterious things that seems so pointless! you hate her, so What?! you like him, so What?! why must everything be so damn complicated it's just so simple yet to some the answer is so far there's always a secret meaning to all words spoken you smile but the truth is far behind can anyone truly say they are not under a mask? why not be yourself? sorry i was just bored...
lalala it's 4 now just used online dictionary to find the eng defination. yes been lazy tuo tuo la la der sigh common test is all over and everyone's enjoying themselves ok nt all.. there's still cl but tmr they hav nth i hav, cl spelling.. specially requested by me coz i dun wan a 0 well it was good of mam'n to gimme a second chance. oh well
ahh i'm having the laugh for this time why? well my cousin (who's a guy)is looking for a tuition my aunts asked this person to help find one apparently, the person thought my cousin is a girl coz his name is wandi and when u pronounce it, it sounds like 'wendy' and while he's not home . the person called the house and kept referring to him as her lol glad i picked up the phone rofl well 'least my name does not sound like the name of the opposite gender haha well can't exacly fault the person coz his voice is like girl der he watches taiwanese dramas for girls lol i'm bored... think today chiong lit finish.
i just realized something... i have a subjective way to the languages of the songs i listened to.
you see here- Korean songs must be raps English songs must be fast or loud Chinese songs must be dance or pop Japanese songs must be soft or sweet or cute
ya weird i noe...0_o especially for english songs which should be loud but japanese songs must be soft
big difference leh.. oh well just a random thought
yesterday night, i bought 2 manga books. Both were truly nice. and it was only $5 each! BARGAIN BARGAIN! unfortunately, i could not find the other volumes of these two books thus i have to go to mangafox to read it.
Btw, i bought it at the book fair at suntec at around 10.30 ^^ gonna close soon ~peace!
topic 1-the camp actually, that needs no explanation don't u think? specially the physical training and all that running -_-"" i hafta admit sure, yea they put in effort and all but how come it feels like, they just put in all the hate they had in their last yr's camp into ours. coz you noe i feel like they had this distinct sadistic feeling while they watch us at the PT which actually is quite reasonable after what they went through... BUT still TT_TT my arm!!!
Topic 2-Tsubasa chronicles arghh i love it but i hate it! confused?? haha of course i mean i'm basically twisting my words here. well here it goes, the complaints : 1. WHY THE HELL IS THERE 'hime' here 'hime' there?! Omg i hate this sakura coz what is wrong with a normal person why must it be a princess?! 2. It feels like 'TWilIGHT' all over again -__-" shaoran, cool it with the protecting hime thing a person can take care of herself okay 3. PLEASE refrain from talking so much =o= it's an anime not a talkshow, God.
the compliments: 1. The ART! omg preety!!!>< though it is a far cry from 'chobits' the other anime by clamp, it's still the 2nd best of all creations by clamp 2. The fighting scenes, i'm no fan of animes that fight almost all the time like uhm... inuyasha? Naruto? Bleach? full metal alchemist? or w/e But in tsubasa, the one attractive thing is the fight scene and that's all. 3. The story. Among all clamp's works, this has the best story line. Just as long as they cut the crap about protecting people it's all good
General vote- 3.5/5 stars (worth watching)
topic 3- random ramblings add-ons updates 1. making series.(if i ever finish the fist ep, been lazy 2. cousin went back home 3. tired of computer 4. and animes, actually 5. and games, too 6. started listening to katy perry (omg can't believe that) 7.and wonder girls 8. but BoA and big bang comes first 9. waiting for money for mangas 10. spent $6 on 4 icecreams (omg i must be mad)
ENDS>>>>>>>>>>>>> p.s i might post in my latest drawings after outlining.
these days i've been using my adapter for internet coz mywireless had passed away TT_TT it's not that i mind it much but it's just so....!!!! SAD!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean my connection to the internet is so damn unpredictable!!!! it's always disconnecting itself or go down to 5.5 mb/s which is XXXXXX SLOW!!!! and the worst thing is! well... i was trying to download maple and suddenly... that happened (angry)click on the picture for further reference ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
OMG OMG UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M SO HAPPY!!!! MY AUDIO MY AUDIO MY AUDIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! THANK YOU FARIZ WHOEVER YOU R THANK YOU SO MUCH http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/700975/+0 THANKS SO MUCH !!! OMG I'M LIKE SO HYPER NOW!!!!! I GOTTA JUMP AND RUN AROUND THE ROOM TO WASTE ABIT OF MY HYPERNESS BB! ^^
omg wat happened to the pic, became so blurry liao-_- ahh but w/e OKAY I'VE been talking about how my com has no audio for i dunno how long but u see <--- i really really hate this I WANT TO WATCH MY ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HANA KIMI AND ALOT OF OTHER STUFF LIKE MAKING MMVs it's like in my blood okay?! oh ya look if you are bored. (poses that i made using banned story coz of boredom)
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